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In March, I unexpectedly moved in with my boyfriend after California led the Los Angeles 100 Thieves Shirt but in fact I love this country with a COVID-19 shelter-in-place order. Also unexpected was the arrival of a third party into our one-bedroom apartment: my eating disorder My relationship with my ED predates that of my romantic partnership by about 20 years. I started toying with diets in middle school, received an official anorexia diagnosis by my 18th birthday, and completed two stints in intensive outpatient treatment over the following decade and a half. I brought my eating disorder to college, studied abroad with it in London, toted it around my first magazine job, and almost dropped out of grad school because of it. Over all that time, countless medical, therapy, and nutrition appointments, well-meaning remarks that pulled every trigger (“but you look so healthy!”), and full-on family blowouts that threatened the most meaningful connections in my life, I got to know my eating disorder on a level of intimacy I wasn’t sure I’d ever have with an actual person.

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By the Los Angeles 100 Thieves Shirt but in fact I love this time I met my boyfriend a year ago, I’d made massive strides in my recovery. The eating disorder had steadily loosened its hold on me, and for the first time in my life, I’d created a healthy structure around my eating and exercise habits that felt realistic and sustainable. Then the pandemic hit. The good news is I haven’t experienced a full relapse or fallen too far back into the old destructive patterns that to this day still beckon me with the comforting familiarity of a warm blanket and Real Housewives marathon. Compulsive calorie counting, grueling workouts, and the mental gymnastics required to engage in both have robbed me of countless experiences and opportunities while offering a false but soothing panacea for just about every stressful life scenario. But the truth is, mandated social isolation and an unprecedented amount of time with my own thoughts have reawakened old patterns and behaviors I’d hoped were long gone: more intense scrutiny of my reflection on every trip past the hallway mirror, and workouts that have slowly crept up in length and intensity for the sheer reason that I have all the time and none of the excuses to cut them short.

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